A World I Can't Explain

30 December 2018 (blog index)

It's 3AM. And I'm reminded of something a very close friend said to me over a year ago. "How do you live in a world that was not made for you?"

This friend is someone who I consider infinitely more wise than myself. Someone who I look up to in life. It will be burned in to my mind forever, the night we went out and he said those words to me. I remember thinking, "Oh, shit. I thought you had this figured out!"

Clearly, reconciling the world, is not as trivial as I once thought. At one point in my life, the world was easy. But recently... It has not been as simple.

People look at me, and think I have it worked out, but just like my friend, who I thought had it worked out, I do not. In fact, I would say that I have it less worked out than most. Or at least, that's how I feel.

I don't know where I'm going with this post. To be honest, most of it is an excuse to test out deploying this blog with git...

I guess, when I think about my dear friend, I think that no matter how "together" someone might seem to have their life... The reality is, you simply do not know how they feel.


Here's the video on YouTube.